ChimeraPathogen

... Or at least that's how the future feels right now, anyway.  The problem isn't that I can't see myself endlessly droning in and out through the hospital doors for 30+ years, it's that I can... easily. I guess there are worse fates. Anyway. It's the weekend now... gonna go running after I work on my A frame design for a few minutes.  I've actually been relatively good about running the past few days. I ran 2 miles on wednesday, 2 miles on thursday, and 3.5 miles on friday. If I can just run two or three miles every other day it'll help a lot. I don't want to go above 12 or so per week because that's a great way to wear out knee cartilage.

Argh... So I'm beginning to wish I had picked up a job at a smaller hospital.  I'm not sure I'm cut out to handle this workload yet.  I mean... if I have to (and I do) I will... just grit my teeth and bear it as best I can, but I'm constantly making small mistakes which make more work for my co-workers... not dangerous mistakes, but you need to process the information and perform the procedures in various streamlined ways to make everything flow smoothly.  It is not endearing myself to them. And it makes me tired.  Bone-deep tired.  I get home intending to draw or exercise and end up just falling asleep.  Every night.  Except on weekends, w

Can't help staying awake right now... said something stupid in Krav Class and I'm worried sick it's going to come around and bite me in the butt. Anyway, my job training is going on now It's going ok, and everyone is very nice, but I feel like something is missing. I don't know. I'm trying to do a little bit of art this weekend, so I'm working on a new piece with the book creature featured on my deviant ID. Just messing around, but it's still fun.  I need to get looser... and the only way to do that is practice, just like with Krav.  Everything is repetition.  Even spelling.  It took me five tries to spell repetition right. I don't particu